I am in a constant search for what I actually believe. I know God is love and Jesus saves - other than that I am really not a very good christian. I don't know what I believe. I think that Christianity is so messed up. I don't fit well anywhere. I am too liberal in my beliefs for mainstream Christians and I am too conservative for the underground Christian movement.
I feel like Socrates in a way. It seems like the more I learn the less I know. The more texts I study it seems like I am branching farther and farther away from "American Christianity" -which is a joke to me anyway.
God you're all that I'll ever need
just to be with you will
will you carry me away
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i feel the same way.
ReplyDeletei hate talking about it to others because i don't want them to think i'm a horrible Christian. All I know is that God is real and Jesus died for me. and that I love them both, and they love me. God's love is so simple to recieve, so why is Christianity so hard to understand? It doesn't make sense. But I think we're doing good they way we live our lives. We're doing a lot better than most Christians! I love you, girl!
Where are baby haters (me) and people haters (you) supposed to fit in in this world!??!?!
ReplyDeleteNo, babies are not people, so that does not make me a people hater like you.